Have you ever wanted something so much but you had to wait a long time to find out if it would come to fruition? That’s what I’ve recently been going through.
As much as I love blogging, my heart has been elsewhere. I have been consumed and embarrassed of the life challenges I have been going through. I will confess, my instincts when things aren’t going too well, are that I bury my head in the sand. I avoid social contact. I avoid opening up until I eventually do and then it’s a geyser that I just can’t stop. In hopes that I can move forward, I’ve decided to share what’s been on my mind….
Then there’s the snail mail… I obsessively watch to see when our mail carrier comes to our door and then pounce on the mail box the minute she turns the corner. Flyers, magazines, bills… all huge annoyances when you’re waiting on an important correspondence.
So it’s been two weeks and I still haven’t heard anything. I’m pretty sure I didn’t get in because of a bureaucratic technicality. My family’s future plans were hinged on this natural progression in education and career.